Thursday, 26 March 2009

Lost in a sea of words...

i dunno how to put this but... i dun wan to let go but it really might be the best for us.
maybe you're not ready to let go but i am already. after so much has happened, i do not have the body, mind nor spirit to hold on. i'm barely hanging.
its meant as a joke and i never expected it to be so serious.
i'm almost drowning in the sea of words and just holding on to a thread. you never know when the thread will break.
maybe the thread should break earlier? then we can find wats really best for us.
i dun wan to let go but it seems its the only solution.
I'm always drowning and being saved then drowning and saved again repeatly.
i'm really lost and can find my way out of the jungle of destruction away from the terrors of the jungle.
i dun wan to see or feel anymore terrors. i really dun wan it anymore. and i will ensure that i would face these terrors anymore. No more, not anymore...

我不要再多一次。我也不会有机会再看到这些可怕的恶魔了。

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Tuesday, 17 March 2009

ill/ sick

i'm sick!!! actually sick since sat. tired, bored. yesterday bio test, hope i score well although i'm feeling abit sleepy when i did the test.
after the bio test went to kennard's hse. learning went too.
played audition, grandchase, wiiiiiiiii. play till damn tired and sweaty.
arnd 5 plus went to the bungalow. continued wit wii.

not going bio remedial today. cannot bear it anymore.
hope i recover 2maro coz i want to go out.
done indices quiz. guys rmb mus do hor.

Taggies...
henry: ya i noe. fixed liao.
angelica: ya, hi!
venessa: kay thx! i will jy de. :D
kennard: i must score well for mid-year. no more slacking arnd. XD
jianxing: ......ya. hsm sooooo nice rite?
marcus: sorry la. coz i haven deleted all those pic links.
jon: i'm okay liao. :)

Ps:i'm really sorry if i've hurt you. its just tat i nt feeling well and as well as exhausted at tat point of time. i didn't mean it. 1st time i teared at nite tinking abt it. i'll offer my sincere apologises the nxt time i see you. i'm sorry.

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Thursday, 12 March 2009

-emoed-

......wlao, totally flunk all my tests......
2dae give back maths, chemistry, biology.
All the papers are like shit man. so noob.
if my other tests come out and i get , i going to die la. i dunno wat i might do.
2dae was sian, had to collect a maths.... daniel cried at the end of the day and it was scary to see some1 cry jus of a sudden.
i shalln't tell my results. i'm going work hard for mid-year! b4 my b'dae, i must get distinction for my maths, a maths, sciences and hcl. i can do it!
it is like last year when i flunk all my tests and get horrible results for term1.
but end of year i still can get into triple science stream and go to a GREAT class! 3JUSTICE!!!
i went home wit jian wei, yongquan, daniel, kennard. quite fun when jian wei is arnd. laugh till i got stich. haha.
shall stop here...trying to forget all abt the tests.....

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Monday, 2 March 2009

stupid monday

1st thing, ace-learning sux!!! (so do mr teo)
Let's start from fri...

Fri...
Chem test!!! I lost 2marks!!! wlao, no 100% or even 95%....
then gt a maths tution... then co....

Sat...
Started a lazy day...
got co performance so reached the cc at like 4. i played the cymbals and muyu.
rehearse like shit... then finally go to some luoyang tak pek gong temple.(nt sure whether spell correctly)
wlao, so many ppl. its like 3times the ppl of our sch...
performance is only like average...

Sun...
I want skip tis day, so boring.

2dae...
went to sch and the 1st thing i get is learning and kahbing staring at me, hoping i would giv them some kinda funny reaction when i see my own photos. i sort of expected it liao lor.
1st period is e maths, matrices make me wan to sleep. luckily got tat joker, jianwei beside me, or i sure fall asleep.
2nd period is chem. Yeah! tat miss huang nvr come! chem was also kinda boring.
3rd period was hcl and it also sux. release late sia. watch alot of crappy stuff.

Lunch...
most sux lunch ever, shall not tok abt it.
saw guan4 tou2 in canteen but pretended not to c him. haha.
4th period is eng which is slack again. nvr do much except fill in some of the compre qns.
5th period, a maths. super sian. nth better to do. partial fractions is still okay la. not too difficult.
assembly sux! super looooonnnnngggg. i noe it looks wrong...
played wit paperwork for quite some time. so fun sia. i wun tok abt wat we did.
went home and here i am blogging.....

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