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Reviving @ 14:29
I noe even if i revive my blog there also wun be anyone reading. haha
next week got lots of tests...
i haven complete my chinese o level book...
i have nth to post abt. la la la...
changed my blog song though.:)
i wanna go out next mon and national day is coming!
Tmr is kahbing's b'dae. O.o
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June hols! @ 10:15
Finally its june hols! tmr still nid go back to sch though. -.-after tis june hols is chinese O level oral. so fast sia. i dun have enough time to prepare.I mus seriously work hard tis june hols. didn't do very well for mid-year.I make sure i'll own end of year! :DMug and jiayou! And play hard too! :Pcan't wait to go back to sch and see all my frenz!Yesterday went to expo for popular sales.Bought 3books for reading purposes.My dad bought darn alot assessment books.hmmmm.... let's see...3chinese, 1maths, 3chem, 2physics, 2bio then still got some more forgot liao. :SSo many sia... feel like going reborn my fringe. but no money...-.-I feel like doing alot of things but all no money.just a short post. hope to see everyone during extension week!
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Marking day! @ 10:16
Today is marking day! Posting early in the morning.
Yesterday went out wit jeryll, jonathan and wencong to watch X-men!
The story line is ...... ending super sad...
oh well...
I bought a cap at Uni Qlo! :D
Cost me my money.... no money....
i still wan go k-box de.....
Class chalet coming soon! but there's extension week during the first and last week of jun hols...
Second week i got astro challenge workshop in sch and i'm partnering wit valerie...
And furthermore, 2nd week is my b'dae! =D
3rd week is the week of class chalet but i can only go on the 17th coz i going genting from 18th to 21st. haix... :(
whole june hols spoiled...
i want to jus skip next week. dun wan de-brief week.
nid go jiayou more on my sciences and maths during the hols.
i still wan to go out wit frenz de lor. if the extension week on 1st and last week, i'm only free on 8, 9, 10, 11, 15 and 16th of june. So, anyone wan date me?:D jus kidding... =P
oh shit, i still have dance performance coming out. must get a1!
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i dunno... @ 15:56
I dunno wat has happened... or is it i'm too sensitive?
Someone pls save me...
i'm tired, lost...
stressed out from mid-year and problems...
Don't try to read tis.
i numbed myself with a smile although it isn't how i feel...
even if i'm sad, i wun tell you anymore...
even if i'm tearing its no longer any business of yours...
i'm just wanting to have some sodium hydroxide to drink...
You're still my best friend forever even if i'm not yours...
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back! @ 20:32
hiii. back after so long. to post.alot of things happen and got alot of tests and examinations are coming soon.mus jiayou for mid-year. cannot flunk.I changed my skin, finally.(although not i make de. -.-)everyone jiayou! still admist of copying solutions for the three papers...mr teo sux... i have to copy so much...My syf finished yesterday. hope i get gold with honours!!! Yeah!mus go jiayou liao. will post again soon!
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Song @ 20:37
Here's a song dedication for someone...
单身潜逃：
我没有你想像中那么坚强,
我只是擅长用微笑去伪装,不是吗?
我没有你形容的那么勇敢,
我偶尔也会慌.
我也和你一样曾经年少轻狂受了一点伤,
我们都是一样相信永远不远,
但坚持却有点难.
就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧,
烧痛了我们就逃,
带着现实的铐摺,
叠我剩余的微笑,
通往没有你的轨道.
就让记忆中的你慢慢老,
老去了谁也得不到,
带着我的祈祷,
摺叠我累积的问号,
开始一次的单身潜逃...
Just cooling down......
this song darn cool...
listen 3times, tears can come out liao...
To the person: dun nid worry about me, jus trying to calm down.
Just nid to escape and hide alone to tink about everything...
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Lost in a sea of words... @ 20:35
i dunno how to put this but... i dun wan to let go but it really might be the best for us.
maybe you're not ready to let go but i am already. after so much has happened, i do not have the body, mind nor spirit to hold on. i'm barely hanging.
its meant as a joke and i never expected it to be so serious.
i'm almost drowning in the sea of words and just holding on to a thread. you never know when the thread will break.
maybe the thread should break earlier? then we can find wats really best for us.
i dun wan to let go but it seems its the only solution.
I'm always drowning and being saved then drowning and saved again repeatly.
i'm really lost and can find my way out of the jungle of destruction away from the terrors of the jungle.
i dun wan to see or feel anymore terrors. i really dun wan it anymore. and i will ensure that i would face these terrors anymore. No more, not anymore...
我不要再多一次。我也不会有机会再看到这些可怕的恶魔了。Labels: Walk away
